I know I said that I would not write of her anymore.
She does not even read this blog about my life anymore. But, I just had to write this out to clear my own mind. I miss her. I really miss just talking to her. I miss telling her about my day and hearing how her's was. I miss her wonderful smile as we talked. I miss seeing her beautiful blue eyes looking at me in the afternoon sun. I go through my life, day to day, hoping that she is happy.  I miss the talks late into the night about inconsequential topics, which in all essence most likely could of just been thought to be worthless to others. But when it was over and we said good night to each other, I felt as if the weight on my shoulders from the world was lifted just a bit.
That's all I have to say.